Raw... that's how I feel and that's why I cannot speak. Since the death of my grandson, the deterioration of my husband's physical health... Moving domicile... twice! I moved into one apartment temporarily, then when the permanent location was ready (August 1) I moved again, three weeks ago. All in between June and August, running
I noticed that there is a lot of negative emotion on the subject of the Jewish way of #mourning the loss of a newborn, #miscarriage, or #stillbirth of an infant. I have learned a lot from my experience and hope what I learned will help others and help to mitigate some of the negative emotions.
What is this woman on about! Of course I noticed it's spring can't you see? I'm cleaning! THAT is just my point. The moment any change, whether it is weather or otherwise, comes about we have to 'control' that change somehow. It has to be assigned to a task or rather multiple tasks have to be
Woe: Patty went from the kitchen to the den for only a moment. She sat on her comfortable but broken couch. She flipped open a magazine. Patty doesn't remember the article she turned to except that upon awakening hours later she was on page 76. The article was a blur. 'Oh G-d! its 2am! I
It's 2am and you are still Awake!! Each time you close your eyes images, conversations, tears come but no sleep. It feels as if you have never slept. Your body is so tired your eyes hurt and yet closing them doesn't help. How about counting sheep, numbers, children... No, not thinking about the trouble
Sometimes you pull a blooper and you think OMG what am I going to do is this the END? I have worked so hard for this moment. I blew it, disappointed people and I cannot even blame anyone else for my error. I did it my self! Well, self, let me introduce you ....